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Jealousy (Jean X Reader X Levi) Chapter 4

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WARNING. CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE.

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You started to stir, opening your eyes slowly you looked in front of you and were met with Levi's toned abs in your face, he had a strong grip around your waist while his other arm was just above your head, your legs were intertwined and you could feel his breath on your [h/c] locks, making you blush more, you then realised your hands were on his chest and got even more flustered, you couldn't see the time or get out of his grip, you turned on your side and looked at the clock on the wall. "It's 6 A.M?!" You whispered quietly, to not wake the sleeping Corporal. 

"[First]?" Levi asked, rubbing his eyes as he looked at you. "I know you're awake, don't try hiding it." He said boredly. You sighed and turned to face him. 

"Yes, Levi?" You asked with a smile.

"Are you ready for today?" He asked, looking for any signs of distress in your eyes.

You nodded. "Yeah, I am."

~*Timeskip*~

You and Levi got to the training area after having breakfast and observed the cadets, Levi had given you a clipboard to write down certain stats when he said them, you got to Eren who gave you a look like he was asking 'What the hell happened and why the fuck are you with the Corporal instead of training?' "I'll tell you later." You smiled and he went back to training as you jogged a little to catch up with Levi. You looked around but didn't see Armin, or Jean. "Sir?" Levi turned to you. "I need to talk to Hanji, I'll be back soon." Without waiting for a reply, you ran off, to 'talk to Hanji' which actually meant going to find Armin and/or Jean. 

After a bit of running around you decided to check the boy's dorms, the door was locked so you knew someone was in there, knocking on the door, you waited for a response.

As you'd expected, Armin opened the door looking at you. "[F-First?] He said surprised. "Wh-What are you doing here?"

"I saw you and Jean weren't at training, so I've been looking for you both, to make sure you're okay..Is he here?" You replied.

"Y-Yeah he's here, but he's not in the best state at the moment.." Armin trailed off.

"Can I see him?" You asked, quite desperately, you really wanted to sort stuff out with him. 

"Give me a second.." He closed the door and went to talk to Jean, a few minutes later, he came back to the door. "Come on in.." He moved out of the way for you to get past. 

What you saw, broke your heart. Jean was there, hair messier than usual, clothes untucked and sloppily slipped on, his head was tucked into his knees, and you could hear the sobs echoing throughout the room. 

"J-Jean..?" You said quietly, hoping to get a response.

"[F-First]..." His broken voice answered you, you felt like crying but refrained, swallowing the lump in your throat as he sat up to face you.

His eyes were red and puffy, tears staining his cheeks, wow, you really broke him. His shit-eating grin wasn't present, only his golden orbs staring at you, seeing what you'd do next, slap him? Or hug him and give him a chance to say sorry? Half of him wanted you to leave so he could go back to being depressed, but the other half wanted you to stay, and be close to him, like you were a few days ago.

You walked over to him slowly and he braced himself for the worst, but no pain came, instead, he felt a pair of arms wrap around his torso, hugging him, and a little wet sensation on his shoulder. You were crying. He hadn't expected this at all, but still, he brought his shaky arms to wrap around you, burying his own head into your shoulder, holding on to you as if, if he let go, you'd disappear. 

"I'm sorry....so...fucking sorry..." Jean mumbled into your shoulder.

"Shh, it's okay, I understand.." You tried to soothe.

"I never wanted to hurt you I swear.." He persisted, pulling back to look you dead in the eye.

"Jean, I said it's fine, can't you leave it?"

"I hurt the most important thing in my life, [First]!" He snapped.

You blushed deeply, most important thing in his life? Did he really think that highly of you? "M-Most important thing in y-your life?" You repeated.

"Y-Yeah...shit. I-I'm sorry, you should probably get going...back to your Corporal.."

"Jean I want to stay with you!"

"You're just saying that because you want to pity me! I don't need it!" 

"I'm not pitying you I swear! I love you Jean!"

"You seem to love the Corporal a whole lot too!"

"This has nothing to do with me and Levi! It's me and you! That's all I want!"

"It's what I want too, but you won't be able to spend any time with me because of him." He growled a little.

"Then we need to cherish the moments we have! The expedition's in a few weeks and we don't have a clue who's coming back or not! We can't be arguing over petty stuff like this!" 

"I slapped you [First]! More than once!" He retorted.

"Only out of too much anger! I understand why! I'm back here aren't I?! Please Jean, ju--"

"Lying to a superior officer, [First]? Worse, your own Squad Leader?" A new voice came into the picture, cutting you off, you and everyone else in the room know that voice from anywhere, the cold, harsh tone, it was none other than Corporal Levi.

"S-Sir I--"

"I could have sworn you two aren't allowed to see each other. So what the hell - if I may ask - are you fucking doing?"

"I want to sort things out before the expedition, Sir." You didn't turn to face him, and your hold on Jean didn't falter.

"Come here, now. If you know what's good for you." He growled.

You took in a deep breath. "No."

"Lying and refusing orders?"

"Yes, Sir."

"You'll have to be punished."

"I'll decide that. Kirschtein, [Last]. Come with me." A new voice added, it wasn't as dull as the Corporal's. You and Jean looked at the source of the voice and saw none other than the Commander. You both immediately let go of each other and stood, going to him. "I'll take it from here, Levi." With that he walked off.

You and Jean followed nervously.

~*Mini timeskip*~

Once in his office you both took a seat. 

"Now, let's have a talk, shall we?" Erwin began.
I am so so so so so so sorry I couldn't get this up sooner, I've been really busy IRL and had a MASSIVE writers block. But, I finally got off my ass (Well, on it) and got this shit done. Next is Meet Again, then situations, then a Yandere!(Probably Eren) X Reader.

Thanks for stickin' around~!

~Chloe.

Jean and Levi and other characters mentioned, belong to: Hajime Isayama
You belong to Jean. (Probably, depending on what Eyebrows has in store for you two~)
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